Strange Beauty

fullsizerenderOne morning as I pulled out of the driveway, I spotted an event of stunning beauty. Bathed in early morning sunlight, glowing white and golden and deep green, were the most beautiful cactus flowers. The buds had been swelling for the last several days, and I drove slowly by, gazing at their singular beauty. At the end of the day, as I drove by, I noticed they were already fading, the petals wilting in the warm afternoon air.
The next year, when I spotted the buds again, I determined to capture them. And I did.

Paso Sunrise

Paso SunriseWalking up to the studio in the early morning, my eye naturally turns toward the east, where the sun rises over the distant hills along the San Andreas fault. I can hear the very faint dull roar of the nearby highway traffic, but it is not at all disturbing in light of the glory of this scene.

“Paso Sunrise”
6 in, x 8 in., oil on panel, framed. $50
Available at Local Love, Atascadero, CA

Three good reasons to draw

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I heard a friend recently say that there was no good reason to draw with a pen when there are apps for that. But since I was born in the previous century, and grew up around lots of pens, pencils, and paper, I have a special love for these tactile objects. There are many more than three good reasons to draw, but I’m going to limit it here to keep things interesting. The first reason to draw is because it makes you slow down, and when you slow down, you have the chance to practice observation, to breathe in the world around you (although the reality is that I drew this from a photo on my tablet). The second reason to draw is because you have made a promise to yourself that you will never again let this particular practice languish on the backburner of your life. The third reason to draw is because after you see the final drawing, and you’re wondering how it came from your hands, you may think that it needs to be turned into a painting.

Daily Drawings

 
file-nov-17-10-36-13-amI began a daily drawing practice over a year ago. Restricting myself to pen and ink and posting regularly on Instagram forced me to let go of perfectionism and come to terms with my self-censoring habit. Not that I didn’t hesitate and procrastinate when I drew an image that I didn’t like. The rule of daily posting won, I’m glad to admit!

My roots and inspiration

I have never been able to get away from this need to create. My grandmother ran her own dress and millinery shop in a tiny town among the oilfields of California when she was a newlywed, sewing and knitting her own clothes, making shoes and the hats she wore to church all her life. My mother painted, made paper mache objects, worked with wood, and crafted beautiful quilts until Alzheimer’s took away her ability to meld the small bits of cloth she had carefully chosen and cut into a beautiful whole. This gift has been passed on to me, this need to make a thing of beauty with my hands.

I know now that it has sprung from a much deeper well, that of the Creator of all things. I serve, called to be an artist, with a grateful heart and the desire to bring glory to God and my Savior Jesus Christ. He welcomes everyone and His gift is free. Just ask.

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